Zombiefied - full of flu, I am Sean of the dead
Zombiefied - full of flu, I am Sean of the dead
I feel heartbroken today... my beautiful babydog Missi has just past away... after 5 days of agony, medicine, needles, sleepless night... slowly fading away... I thought she was gonna get better if I pray enough, if I took care of her enough... but she decided otherwise and leave instead... she didnt wanted to be fed... that just made me feel selfish and a monster to force her to eat, to made her stay alive just because I didnt want her to leave me alone... but who am I to decide who lives and who dies... and I really really believed that she was gonna get through her illness.. this is unexpected... I just didnt want her to die alone... I got to bed early yesterday because I was very tired and sleepy I woke up late and because I had to go work I leave just kiss her and pet her jus a few seconds... she was dead already I think I was on denial but just when I just got back home she was gone... we just buried her on the backyard... and was a very sad scene to watch I hardly crumble but this has beaten me up, My mother said she didnt die early because I was on her side everytime and just when I leave her she could let herself die... she died alone at night... Be free my friend, be happy , goodbye my little one.
Nothing to say... silence is just beautiful
Hey Mary, I sent you a PM, okay!
In Loving Memory.
Lion Spirit Walker / September 17, 1963 - Dec 30, 2014.
... All with Purpose ...
Excellent!
Better than yesterday!
but the word I would select is "smart"
I am doing really great in school!
long......
Why??? Followed by Oh God Why????
Hey Genesis, I think I just want to copy your phrases...
I would like to express them in "thousands" of languages.. however these things will never be heard, when even a small child cannot be heard...
Change....
Add radical for it...
Acceptance
Acceptance means unconditional love, Accept everyone exactly as they are without judging ,blaming or wanting to change them.
When you are totally accepting you bear no malice or enmity towards anyone or anything,
Harmlessness through acceptance is a hight state of being and this is a difficult quality for humans to embrace for it is a divine quality. Nevertheless the angels are drawing it to your attention now.
You are also asked to accept yourself.
When you truly do so, you feel centred and confident and your divine self is revealed.
Hungry.
I would really love to kiss you but I just ... shaved my hair.
Tired, Irratable, Cranky.
we must be on the same cycle Gen....LOL I totally feel the same way. But, atlease I have a day off tomorrow, and so does my husband and children due to a snow storm! WOOOOOOO!!!, but, I am still tired, irritable, and cranky...I would blame it on the moon, but it's not a full moon right now.
Good night
why..............
What you allow, is what will continue
Bouncy.....kind of like a golden retriever bouncy!!!
Lost...........
H o r n y
Right now....Unsure....in so many ways and it's giving me a nasty headache, I am hungry, but I am not hungry, I feel unworthy of so much....and it feels like my 'creative spirit' is slipping away from me and dying....like a flower in need of water.
Just waiting for it to get better......because it's 'darkest before the dawn'....somehow it feels like it will never dawn....but it always does.
In Loving Memory.
Lion Spirit Walker / September 17, 1963 - Dec 30, 2014.
... All with Purpose ...
happy
Happy and full of life
And its usally brighter than you expect it to beOriginally Posted by Sphinx
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