Aftermath
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, July 30th, 2010 at 01:08 PM (3256 Views)
I don't like where my life is going; it is cold and bleak. Completely void of meaning.
Sin is sin regardless of the pace it takes!
You take a year to have your first affair, or a month till your first one night stand - What were you really fighting off?
The urge to sin in full? Or the urge to sin in haste?
There's a form of purification that takes away the feeling of sin.
How can life continue like this is normal?
I swallow the bile in the back of my throat, pace my steps to the brethren of man, and plant my mouth to their ears; I know they will say, what probably will be done.
But reproof is worth the path to reconcileation.
I sin against the very fabric of light, the forgotten meaning of chastity.
I am what I never wanted to be.
Everything I've given away leaves me with so little value.
Where is the love of the ages?
The feeling of oneness, completeness?
I want to feel again.
The feeling of light.
The feeling of Love.
And the feeling of redemption.
-Gen