The crying tree
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, June 25th, 2010 at 12:43 PM (319 Views)
decided to call my place of absolute ..whatever it is im feeling in the sad or negative my crying tree :
this week has been so weird and filled with negatives ..im physically exhausted mentally tired ..spiritually who gives a ..just in the now..i just feel very lost and very flat. confused,angry at times and disappointed in myself and others . i underetand that this aspect is very much needed to provide energetic balance to my life to my now to bring much needed perspective towards the positives ..but im just being so mentally inclined this week ..so energetically low in vibration and i have attracted these experiences this week and im having alkot to deal with and process ..just feels so bad right now ..im always suprised by humans and their choice to be so cold so cruel so selfish and 3 dimensional ..when im this way i see all the bull**** that slithers in the undergroth of life ..i remember it crawling ..seeking wanting one to return to the meek underground. ive learned to let go of those who do not see me of those who do not want to see or understand me for who i am for my truth for my depth.that embrace my sensitive side , love my openess to communicate ..to delve in the spiritual in every motion in every moment of me ..that see my entirety..and love it .. ohhh i cry to release thee pain in this heart of this disappointment in humans behaviours ..their endevours to use me to hurt me.. tomorrow will hopefully be a better day a better horizon xxxx