Frustration and sadness
by
, April 30th, 2010 at 08:24 AM (692 Views)
It is with much sadness and frustration I am here today. I have spent many years working in my local community with a very special group of people. We have formed a community forum - a group made up of verious residents/sports/agencies living and working in the area. We have worked very hard for four years to build up relationships with various agencies and local government.
We were all singing from the same hymn sheet in that we wanted a safer, better environment for us all to live in, addressing the needs of the community as they inform us. Acting as advocates for those unable or unwilling to do it themselves. Yes I am very proud of what our group has achieved.
We had to invite one or two people onto it (at the request of the local government group we work with) and these have done absolutely nothing to contribute.
They haven't attended the last two meetings and when they do, they constantly pick holes and criticise whatever we are doing. They speak as though they are apart from the group and yet they aren't.
*sigh.....I am sorry...I just needed to get this off my chest and if you don't want to read anymore, thats ok...*sigh...I just needed to say what I need to say before it festers inside and really upsets me
Last night one of the committee came to me after the meeting to tell me this one in particular is going around to all the agencies we have worked with and complaining/undermining all the work we have done. Some of the agencies know us personally and know where we are coming from...others are new to working with us and may also fund us...this just so sucks!!!
I have tears in my eyes as I write this I feel that saddened about it as this is very dear to my heart.
I am trying to see what lessons are here...I really am but I know it is affecting the others as I sense it from them, and I am carrying that too as a empath, so I am aware all I am feeling is not just my own.
When the things we do with the children, the lone parents, the unemployed and those feeling isolated in our area is under threat of being affected, well, it just breaks my heart that one person can try and undo all this.
I don't know what thier issues are as they don't have the balls to discuss them like an adult so I am not even going to go there!!
All I care about is the families we try to assist and that just makes me sad.
Ok rant over.....if you lasted this long, thanks for listening. I'll get over it but that has bugged me all night to the point I didn't get much sleep.
Ok zipping it now! Really cannot say anymore about it.