the train with no brakes
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, April 16th, 2010 at 03:07 PM (1179 Views)
my healing sessions have been increased to weekly at present ..and i feel like my train is moving in perpetual motion so that i can see past and present flying past me ..and im just floating at times ..sometimes im sitting forwards and other times backwards and dizzy ..but its not stopping .the thing is ..i know it is "meant" to be ..im not meant to stop ..because thats what i always do. i say " take your time to process " " sleep on that" all the self talk ..going thru the motions of my lifes pattern ..like the trains dvd playing before me .it is being called sabotage ..so the train has no brakes for my own good currently. at times im scared but also excited in the power that i can heal.that i can change.that i can connect and re-connect ..