Migraine Mirror
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, January 24th, 2011 at 01:12 PM (483 Views)
well its been a long while since i had a Migraine ..so i tried with some might to meditate or ponder a bit on it ( i say try because when you have a migraine it disturbs the whole being totally ) in the midst of this pondering i got mad at it ..and resentful and even felt a wee bit sorry for myself .. yes and i swore the worst words at it . " what ! what am i supposed to be learning ? what cant i see ? what am i NOT doing ? or not doing right ? " yeah and waited around to have it served to me on an etheral platter ,even beeing silly and pictured E.T giving it to me ..harrhh hmmmm ..so i searched for any recent emotions that may explain why I manifested this Migraine. Karma associated with being fed up with attitudes mainly by inlaw family the mother in laws to be exact ( i have two because matts dad married twice ) both nice in their own ways but so controlling and selfish on the other sense im over it. i need to take a serious plan of action in my attitude to be way too accomodating when ppl are on "holiday" in my life. and there it was ..not served by E.T but served anyways.. note to self : will sit down in next coming days and write up a plan of action .