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what i am referring to "open your book " is being open for the sake of others learning ..being not afraid of being "seen" .. in all light ..in all situations because we are all IN experience ..for an absolute reason and higher purpose ..al part of the greater plan. at times we may seem more enlightened than others ..at times we just want to live in the physical moment lay on the couch and watch senseless television . This subject HAD been the source of some confusion and thoughts ...
..in the past my healing proceses usually involved certain levels and periods of fatigue .. this one ive been experiencing lately involves insomnia ..an absolute reverse in time and reality shifts and sense..also while im here and was posting my expressions of interest in that most beautiful forum ..it came accross to me that which should have been more obvious in my every moment any way ..i seemed to have lost touch with that ..lately ..elders ..all of them ..they are the way home too ..their simple ...
.. wow i felt last thursday was the right time to have yet another session with my trusted healing friend steven ..the 1st of many through the next stage of change for me.. it revealed yet another layer within me that i hadnt chartered and was aware of but thought i had indeed dealt with ..boy was i wrong. at the time it was very overwhelming because life experiences in the raw are just that ..and have been preciously guarded and filed for natural reasons at the time be they coping mechanism or ...
Originally Posted by Airini ok ..because i am notscared of the dying passing over thing ..matt and i have planned our funerals ..we are young yes but we want to know everything is in place ..just in case ..and for fun for me ..because i will be buried i want the below song to be playing while my coffin is being carried down the isle by 4 very sexy buff male strippers shirtless wearing cowboy hats and bottomless leather chaps (please you have to envision this to really get it )and after they place my coffin in the car i want ...
SILENCE (DELERIUM) give me ..release ..re...lease me.. i ..am ..outside ........ give me PEACE ...heaven holds a sense of wonder and i wanna to believe that i get caught up when the rage in me subsides in this whirl wind i am sinking in this silence in this whirl wind in this slilence i believe ..i CANT hell this all in ..comfort ME ..i cant ..hold( it) ALL in ... if u ONLY need ...heaven holds a sense of wonder and i want it to believe that i get colder when the rage in me subsides ...