Stuff. Read if you like stuff that will peak the sense of 'being' in you.
I don't like where my life is going; it is cold and bleak. Completely void of meaning. Sin is sin regardless of the pace it takes! You take a year to have your first affair, or a month till your first one night stand - What were you really fighting off? The urge to sin in full? Or the urge to sin in haste? There's a form of purification that takes away the feeling of sin. How can life continue like this is normal? I swallow the bile in the back ...
Today is the day I'm not going to deny it. Today is the day I refuse to live it down. I will cope. I will survive, and better then surviving, I'm gonna Rejoice. Rejoice in life. Rejoice in knowing that I actually KNOW. Some people will never know. And some people will never understand. But I do. And I dont mind waiting. I dont mind waiting for what I really want. Reason is a force to be rekoned with. Especially when it is in your corner. ...